I am not what you are

It is time to step away
I told myself with closed eyes
And pushed off with two feet
Head first into the dark.

When will I learn
When will I learn that I am
Not.
I am not here nor there.
I am not moving or still.
I am not brave.
I am not afraid.
I am not.

You are.
You are afraid.
You are brave.
You are moving and yet stand still.
You are here. You are there.
You are.
What I am not.

You are and I have yet to be.